Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/12 under Uncategorized I thought it was the best thing at the moment. I thought that maybe I was going to be happier alone . We both weren’t making each other happy. It got to the point where having to spend time with each other was a Torture. We both new it would come down to this , but why in such a short time ? After 10 months of us being together , after so many things we went through. I was the one who toke a step back and called it quits. I really though it was for the best. The first few days without him were the worst. I couldn’t think , all I did was cry. Remembering every happy moment with him & wishing he was back in my arms. I was broken . I thought maybe he would call ? Send a text or something ? But nope nothing and it went from days to weeks. Then I couldn’t take it any longer and I texted him “I miss you ” he replied with ” I thought you were done with me ? With us ? Call me ” so I did & we started from stage 1 , talking again and laughing too spending time with each other & enjoying it 🙂 things were getting better with us & I thought soon we would be together again . Boy was I wrong ! Valentines day came along and he was suppose to come over after work so we could do something nice , he would have to be at my house at 6 . But when 6 came along he wasn’t here . Then it was 7 . Still nothing ? He called at 8;40 pm saying he got out of work late & as a very understanding person I was ok with it and just told him to come the next day. He said ” I love you baby girl , ok ! ” we hong up and a few minutes later I got on face book & his ex tagged him on a picture that said ” aww look at what my boyfriend got me , I love him !” WOW ?!? I swear my heart broke ! I pored out crying . How could he play with my feeling like that ? He called me just so he could say he wanted to tell me sooner , but I was so hurt . Tears wouldn’t stop falling , I truly loved him & wanted to fix things but he played me like this. I told him to leave me alone that this time I was truly done ! Its been 3 months since this happened he hasn’t tried talking to me at all but I my friends tell me that he’s still with her & that he tells them he loves her <\3 while I'm still here thinking , loving him . I dream of him almost every night . Everything still reminds me of him . When he would tell me I love you till I said it back , or when he would kiss me everywhere and say I was the love of his life . Or when he would hold my hand and say " ill never let go " . Everything is still so clear to me . But how could I love someone who no longer cares about me ? He's moving on just fine ! & i can't let him go ? Is there something wrong with me ? At this point of my life I am so confused ! :/ so lost , so hurt . When will things get better ? When will I be happy again ?