Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/08 under Uncategorized I just wish I was happy. All my friends are off at state colleges and universities having the time of their lives and I’m stuck at home at a community college with barely any friends, a recent terrible break-up where I’m constantly hearing about him and around him. He was so terrible to me yet he gets to go have fun and not even spare time depressing over me while I don’t even have the choice of distraction. I’m slipping away fast I just wish I had that spark in me that was there before he took it away. I try to stay positive but it’s so hard when I feel so low. I have to drop out of all of my classes because I missed 3 weeks of class because of a sickness and because I was depressed over the break-up and couldn’t get out of bed. I haven’t told my parents yet and they’re going to flip. How am I supposed to handle all of this negative emotion? Not to mention all I think about is how my ex cheated on me and played me so many times along with abusing me mentally and physically. I don’t even know what to do anymore I just wish I could feel better and make all the things in my life okay again.