Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/05 under Uncategorized My life hasn’t been that easy and I hate putting off that im some type of cool person im extremely smart and everytime i show it i get made fun of i am so kind and so generous i just hate that people make fun of me. recently ive been stressed because well my sister and brother got kicked out and my parents expect the best from me but they feel like im going to end up just like my siblings…i just want to make other people happy and i can never find myself to be happy i would rather be alone i just dont know im so sad lately and i just want to know why these things in my past happened to me? why me? what is so special bout me that i have to go through this pain? no one understands when i try and tell them its just hard and i havent told my parents how i really feel so idk :/ i want to help other people but i forgot who i was all i know is who i became and what i have gone through…its not like i wanted to…i just wish i new someone who can help.
Sometimes.. we care so much about others that we lose ourselves. And we sometimes care too much. And sometimes, in my case, we hang around people who are a bad influence and we become like them, and lose who we are. Our personalities are like the game “Where’s Waldo” because we are constantly searching for who we really are. There is never a point in life where we say,”Oh this is me and this is who I am and I will be like this for the rest of my life.” No. We might think it at the time, but things change. We are not who we were when we were five years old. We won’t be who we are now. All we can do is accept it. You like to help people. Let that be a trait about you. You will find yourself someday .xx