Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/01 under Uncategorized i dont really know where to start but in my life i felt like i was set aside especially in my religon (Mormon) also lately i feel like i dont belong anywhere then im not really good at anything also nothing more than an average student(3.5 gpa out 4.0) often i dont get acknowledged anywhere other than the friends ive known for years. i know some probably are thinking im stupid for thinking this kinda stuff but who else will listen too me also did i mention im socially off or awkward kinda sucks to have this kinda of life but i keep trying just to let you know
Hello. I live in a Mormon place as well. Growing up here and being not Mormon is horrible. I stand out like a sore thumb and it has taken me awhile to realize that standing out is a good thing. I know you have talents and interests… use them! You just have to have a little faith and hope. Good Luck .xx
idk which might be worse though because as i progress through each mormon activity , going to the damn church . i feel like a doll or soilder doing what people expect me to do and being forced to do it but what happens if i dont do it i get instant judgement and consqueces or then i get the feeling like im getting shunned and the only worse thing is that a kid would have the balls to point out all my flaws then make fun of me for it with everyone else in my church they act like its a joke but its not to me atleast
i dont even know why i stay mormon i dont feel the freedom or the holy ghost i dont even feel like i know who i am anymore
the loneliness is killing me on the inside out
srry for the long reply anonymous but just dont why i stay mormon whoever is reading this is probably thinking im a little b**** but to be honest i am at this point