Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/08 under Uncategorized I just feel so alone I lost so many friends already.. My dad HATES me. I always have tried to talk to him but he avoids those little conversations.I get abused…
I have been bullied for the past 3 years. I can’t live with my mom and it has me heart broken…. Yet I visit her on weekends well I’m supposed to but she never comes to pick me up… She has NEVER told me she loves me but once in a letter. I used to cut and I attempted to commit suicied 1 last year…. Nobody stoped me. I feel the urge to cut myself everyday.. I lost my great grandma last year January 3 2012 infront of my own eyes. Constantly I think about even though she was old I could’ve done something like I am to blame.. My older brother hates me to he hits me when I come home from school.. As a baby the age of 1 my parents spilt and didn’t want me or my older brother they gave us to our grandparents left us there for 6 years my dad took us at my age of 7 and we had a step mom one day I saw my brother abused infront of me and now it replays everyday of me life…. I feel so worth less and ugly i just need some advice please…….. I’ve shed tears, Screamed till I fell asleep… The guy I REALLY love hates me… He called me a nasty hoe and he told me that he would never like me unless I was never me and someone else….. I’m not lying my true story and I just feel like dying overdosing
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I feel really terrible reading this, i understand how hard it must be for you. For one thing, the guy you love, is an ass for saying what he said. You should always be you, no matter what. I know things are terribly hard for you, but be fearless, and just know that you’re not alone! Things WILL get better, just wait for it!