Posted by Anonymous on 2012/12/04 under Uncategorized kind of glad i found this site because i just really need to vent about some stuff. Being depressed is horrible. I’ve had it for a long time now and i just feel so s***ty. I started 6th form in September and i felt great about doing the things i really wanted to do. But now i’ve just lost my passion for pretty much everything, i smoke weed to feel better and i hate myself for doing it and i start counselling pretty soon so hopefully that should help. I’m just fed up of being the person who helps everyone else, i feel like i give everyone the right advice but i can’t even advise myself 🙁 my best friend’s ex boyfriend likes me and i don’t like him back but she thinks i do which is really f***ing s*** because he’s a great friend but i feel like i can’t be friends with him anymore because it looks like something more than friendship to her. I don’t know what to do anymore, i just want to die, i wish i was ever born, i wish that i could show people how horrible i feel because it may sound horrible and selfish but i don’t want people to think i’m fine anymore. I want people to feel the emptiness so they know that it’s the worst thing in the world.
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I am so sorry. Remember that these things that happened are in the past and all you can do is move forward. I am happy you are getting counseling because that will help a lot. You are making an effort to change and that is all that matters. Talk to your counselor about other issues that you are dealing with too, they are there to help and know what youre going through.