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God,

Here is some really emotionally charged language that really triggers me into freezing up, paralyzing analysis, and terror;

C***

Nigger

Spic

Kike

Dike

Faggot

Retard

Idiot

Stupid Ass

Dingleberry

Fanoik

Stupid faggot (in eyes wide shut// the yale students)

freak, weirdo, creep

Pussy-whipped

Wimp

Jerk

Not-funny anymore – Gretchen

"I don't love you anymore". – Sona

Paraphrase; "don't talk about me and gretchen to anyone anymore (or basically I'll kick your ass, another paraphrasation)

Twit – Norma Bates

Effeminate – I have been called this I think? But I think in some peoples context it was complimentary, in others insultatory and derogative?

Pussy

Weak? – I don't know if anyone has called me weak but I don't see it as a bad thing anymore, but rather, an optimistic part of me that helps me connect with God Himself.

Small Penis – Kevin and Jelly, Sona and Sara

Don't show off? – Dad (said something like that when I was performing myself catching the ball like the pros do.) (Just being a frickin' kid basically!) (Gosh, I'm so angry all the time. I would like a reprieve from these overwhelming omemotions that control my every waking life!)

Addict – kind of is cool, like being called a satanist, but also kind of sucks now. I don't really like the title and I think it is derogative. I prefer sufferer with Opoid Use Disorder. Or should say I'm allergic. Addict is like lower class to some people. Up there with chink, faggot, nigger, pussy and d***.

Chink – never been called a chink but I don't understand why it is said and spelled the way it is. It sounds kind of cool as a sound. Like something striking against metal.

Rice Rocket – Dad talked about this one at one point. Also don't understand it. But if it hurts someones feelings, it shouldn't be said.

I will pause here for now, I think we made a good start in this portion of the program of EA. Please stay tuned until I have a gentle rest and a gentle break and get myself recalibrated, so forth.

Silently Anonymous,

-The Archer

4 thoughts on “Emotions Anonymous

  1. Anonymous says:

    There was that time connor called Tito a monkey or that he looked like a monkey and tito punched him really hard in the head. I remember this. It was really hard for me to watch. I kind of felt Connors pain at being hit in the head.

  2. Anonymous says:

    And I sympathized with Tito too because Connor seemed to be begging for it.

    I don’t know why.

    Seems mean?

  3. Anonymous says:

    Chode and trenchcoat (extra foreskin)

    and Hermaphrodite or Hermie (learned this from Justin and Friends) I remember him just laughing a lot while telling it. He had access to alot of forbidden stuff that this house had. Porn, heavy metal, pizza, rich house, a nice step dad who taught karate and brought the boys off roading. For some reason I couldn’t get into that area of the friendship. It seemed off limits? They had a pool and big scary dogs and lots of food but Justin had to do a lot a lot a lot of chores. And they were super mean to him when he couldn’t show up for them. It was gnarly.

  4. Anonymous says:

    And most importantly? (I don’t think one is any more important than another. I think they all each serve their purpose.)

    Inauthentic

    Poser

    Wannabe (how did this become an insult?)

    Wigger

    intellectual

    philosopher

    novelist, so forth.

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