Posted by Anonymous on 2013/11/11 under Friends I don’t like to admit it because every time I do it makes me sad. I hate that we’ve grown apart, I don’t tell you when we do see each other, because let’s be honest this friendship meant more to me, than it ever did to you. how could you be so okay with letting a friendship of 16years just end? I hate that it kills me inside when people ask me what happened to us, and I don’t know what to say. I still call you my best friend, even though it doesn’t feel that way. I tried so damn hard to stay close to you, and it makes me angry that you didn’t try harder. i try to talk to you, i ask you about your life, i tell you to tell me about your life since we stopped seeing eachother. I tell you about my life, and still you just sit there giving me few worded replies of “same” or “nothing’s new”. That’s it you don’t even try to continue our conversations, the rest of the time is me talking, trying to get you to talk to the point where I eventually quit because you obviously don’t care. Did you ever even care? Or was I just a temporary thing for you? I sit around sometimes and wonder to myself if you feel even the slightest bit the way I do. Do you even miss our old friendship? ….I guess not, why should you I mean we had nothing in common, you were all looks and parties and I was all books and music, but still I can’t help but feel like we, you didn’t put enough effort into repairing our friendship. It was breaking and you refused to see that.