Posted by Anonymous on 2013/06/26 under Friends That’s it, enough.
Throughout my life, I’ve had met a lot of people. I made friends with most. My friendship with a certain person grew, and well she and I became best friends.
That was until she left me.
She left me hanging, without a reason. I’ve spent a year looking for that reason because I treasured her friendship more than anything else. In the end she just got “bored” of me. I moved on. Met a new group of people. F***ed up friendship for the first tine in my life. Funny right? How everytime it was me getting hurt. Me losing them. Me crying. Me. me. Me…
But now it’s them. I apologized, said I will change. Said I wanted a second chance. And here I am waiting for them to speak to me.
Humans are cruel right? In friendship, either you hurt or get hurt. But people forgive, some end it. And when I finally found true friends, i f***ed up.
That’s it I give up.
Being miserable because of friends, being depressed, having suicidal thoughts I am tired.
Maybe being alone is the best? No matter how many times people tell me to move on I can’t.
Not this time.
I don’t want friends anymore, I am tired…
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Can I be your friend? Sorry, its just that the same s**t happens to me too. I’m always that one person who everyone replaces once in a while.