You’re Alright
I was worrying on here earlier about boys. Don’t know what that was about. I just wanna let you all know that you’re all gonna be fine. No matter what’s going on in your life, just know there are others, and they have survived. So can you! If anyone needs someone to talk to feel [..more..]
What do I really want?
I want a relationship, but I DON’T want a relationship. Does that make sense? I want to have someone “need” me, but I just can’t see it happening. I’m a very serious person when it comes to everything, except boys (of course) sometimes I think I’m just scared that I’ll be played or something. Like [..more..]
Does it really hurt to be nice?
I try to smile at everyone. If I don’t then I’m distracted or something, but I try to be kind to all. I don’t understand what it costs to be nice? Some seem to be in a pissy mood all the time, and it often makes me wonder… what is the root of their anger? [..more..]
Lamest girl you’ll ever meet
I dreamed last night that I was at a club with my cousins. I was dancing in front of everyone, and moving like I only do when I am alone. I was happy. I was having fun. Why can’t I just be like the other normal girls who can do this? All I do is [..more..]
mixlr app
Hello everyone! If you ever get bored or lonely and wanna talk: go online with your computer/laptop and come talk! I encourage strangers to come on and talk to eachother if you guys ever feel lonely or ever feel like you have no one to talk to. You can also get the app it’s free. [..more..]
Here for whoever needs it!
I was tuning in to listen to some girls broadcast online the other day, and I found this thing called mixlr. I ended up using it like a week ago when I was home alone and realized it’s really cool. I got to know myself a little better, if anyone wants to chat with me [..more..]
Years ago
I’m drawn to all things older. Cloaks, horses, Shakespeare, gowns, balls, carriages, Robyn Hode, ladies, kings and queens, fires, forests, mystery, Beethoven, knights, battles, armor, dancing all night; not club dancing just… back then dancing. Everything. I don’t belong in this era, and I don’t know why I just can’t be normal.
Dizzy Thoughts
I’m standing here in front of my counter. Typing away. Listening to Nocturne No. 8, and waiting for absolutely nothing. As I’m typing this I have just realized I have a real talent for starting things off and not knowing where they are headed. I don’t even know why I started typing this… It’s New [..more..]
Godspeed
Finals are coming up, good luck to everyone! I know I’ll surely need it, I hope God lends us all a helping hand, and I bid you all a goodnight.
When it Hits You
I am so afraid of self-disclosure, I won’t do it. Not even with the people I trust. I keep everything to myself. IN FACT, I am so afraid of it that I had typed down all my problems on here, to share with people who I DON’T even KNOW, and ended up deleting it and [..more..]