Posted by WHOisbanksxo on 2015/04/15 under Uncategorized I dreamed last night that I was at a club with my cousins.
I was dancing in front of everyone, and moving like I only do when I am alone.
I was happy.
I was having fun.
Why can’t I just be like the other normal girls who can do this?
All I do is study and do homework.
Read and watch movies.
Dance when no one is looking.
I want to be a fun girl, and have people enjoy my energy too, not just laugh at my stupid jokes.
I want to feel free enough to go out dancing with friends.
It’s what everyone my age does, and talk about it.
What did you do this weekend? I ate out with family. I ate out with a friend.
I washed my car. I studied for my Chemistry exam.
I want to say I did something fun for once in my life.
For once I did not care what people thought of me. For once I liked the music everyone likes. For once I did something everyone else does. For once I was not f***ing afraid of dancing in pubic or wearing whatever I wanted to school. For once I was okay with over dressing for school. For once I didn’t wear jeans and a hoodie or a t-shirt. For once I wore a dress. For once I f***ing got ready for something. For once I didn’t give an actual f*** if someone asked why I got so dressed up. But yeah right.
I’m going to go to my dads house.
Hang out with family.
Go out to eat. Watch TV.
The next morning I’m going to drive my happy ass to school.
Park in the same damn spot as always. Wearing a pair of jeans and a t-shirt.
And do the exact same f***ing thing I do everyday. Because I’m lame af.
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Hey,i’m sorry to say but the first three lines reminded me of m best friend when i was 8.We were neighbors and i had gone to her house to give her mom something and she was with another common friend just dancing the f*** out like she was a complete retard.lol.
If you feel like you need to feel alive?
Do something completely unplanned for.
Take your car and do a long drive to a beach or some place with no population.Or step onto a bus with a friend and get down at a random place find a random restraunt,eat something which you’d never do.
I once went to a fish market dressed in a tuxedo,why? because i f***ing can 😛
and so can you.your rootedd in you comfort zone.break it.you’ll feel good about yourself.
Cheers!
🙂