Sleep .
If I could just sleep for a very long time maybe things could get better. Maybe my I’m would stop telling. Maybe my sister’s could get along. maybe my brother won’t hate me. Maybe everyone would stop blaming me for my dad leaving.
Please.
I need my dad to live. He can survive this but he looks so upset. He won’t move. Won’t talk. No responses anymore. I’m so afraid. I want him to get better. I don’t care how long it takes. how much effort it takes, he will get better. he has to. Please please let him [..more..]
I cant hate you. But i hate you
You’re not allowed to hate your family. But right now all I feel for you is hatred. Go on and yell at me in public. Tell me how b****y I’m being. Does it matter that I’m so much older than you? No. Of course not.
Be selfish again
It’s not fair. You get everything you want. You take everything I have. This one time I’ve asked for something. It’s the most important thing right now. You have a party to go to….for a friend you insult all the time. I haven’t seen my boyfriend of 4 years in over 3 months. But your [..more..]