Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/11 under Uncategorized I’m lonely. Usually, I’m an expert at being lonely. Lonely is a constant with me and I’m used to it. But the problem is that for two weeks, two wonderful weeks I was surrounded by friends everyday. Now, I’m back to real life where I feel happy if someone just acknowledges my presence on Facebook. Of course there’s family. But even when I’m with my family, it doesn’t fill that void that friends do. It just can’t. That’s why I’ve started watching youtubers so much because the only way I can feel connected to another person is through that. My number one wish in life used to be to find love. But honestly it changed into not being lonely anymore. It’s miserable. I’m miserable. No matter what I do, everything always comes back to my loneliness and how badly I wish I had a life with more people in it. I hardly sleep anymore because thoughts like these keep me awake. I just want to be happy. There used to be some many other goals in my life but now I just want to be happy. I just want to have a life where I smile all the time. A life where I can focus on the good and not the bad. A life where I’m surrounded by so many people that I can feel their love without saying a word.
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Beautifully said!
Everyone has obstacles in life that they have to pass but there is a solutions for everything
You should try to see why is it this way and change
And also u should know there is the LAW OF ATTRACTION so u should always be positive to atract positive things! So now beside saying that you’re lonely act by starting to motivate youre self with saying: this is a new challenge!
Good luck