Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/11 under Friends You think when you make a new friend they’ll stick around, but nope. They never do. I thought we were building up to something which would have been awesome considering I don’t have many friends. But somehow I screwed up because you won’t speak to me anymore. Maybe I’m too weird and say things others wouldn’t normally say, but it doesn’t usually chase people away so quickly. I already lost one friend. Not for any reason simply because he outgrew me. I thought this time would be different, but no. I’m not sure what happened. Everything was fine and then it wasn’t. Now you downright ignore me which upsets me to know end because I can’t figure out what I’ve done to upset you. I’m worried some of my other friends have told you to stay away from me because I fall fast and if that’s the case I regret becoming friends who would said that. Now even my best friend is acting weird. She doesn’t talk to me as often either which just makes everything worse. I want to tell her about how I’m feeling so I could have someone to vent to but any time I try the reply I get is always a two word response. She used to care about my worries. What happened between a short period that would somehow turn them both on me? I only ever tried to be ther friend. Are they trying to hide their friendship (or relationship) to me because they’ll think I’ll be hurt? I’m don’t know what the answer is. I wish I had it. God, I wish I knew what was going on more than anything. I’m a big girl, I’m 20 years old and if you don’t want to be friends with me, please, just let me know so I might be able to spare some of he heartache. Now I have no one to talk to about this. Both of the friends I would tell aren’t speaking go me. I should just get up the nerve to ask what’s wrong but at this point…I feel as if I would only make the situation worse. So I come here. Typing my feelings out in hope that this void in my heart will be filled a little. I just want someone to talk to. I want someone to sit across from me and listen to my problems for a while. I want a friend. That’s all I’ve ever wanted but I should know at this point, I can’t have any. They always drift away, one way or another, someone always goes.