Posted by Anonymous on 2015/06/21 under Kids You say its merely just a dream. Oh but i wish every single detail was real about her. our daughter. Although it kinda feels a bit painful when u say im never going to marry or have wife or children or even a girlfriend even though we talk abt it. I want that. i want our daughter and that life together. i want to wake up in the morning and kiss u till its time for her to get up and go to school. u keep pulling me and kissing me closer and closer nonstop. she will yell DADDY!!! and we would both smile because shes ours. she could call me Mommy if she likes. but its all a bit weird right now. i would wake up and get dressed for work and so would u. she would grow so very attached to us. i would get up and make breakfast in our huge kitchen. making your favorite waffles and omelettes. id make her hashbrowns and bacon, but u tell her to eat her veggies and fruits. and for me i eat something with avocado. she would tell u its time to go and tug on ur shirt. and u would kiss me and say later and id reply the same thing. i would clean up the mess and wash the dishes and head for my job. u two get into ur car and drive to her school and u two would bond and sing along to the radio. when u drop her off she will say later daddy cuz u said u dont do goodbyes. and she runs along with her ponytail and a bow. dressed like a school girl and meets up with her friends and laugh and chat and hugs them. u would start to go back to your car to go back to work. she would yell WAIT. and come back and give u a hug. saying sorry she almost forgot. then u tell her to run along. and afterschool u go pick her up again and she would ask where was i. eventhough i told her i was going to be working in the hospitals for long hours. and she said oh with a sad little face. and cheers up when u poke her cheek and tell her i was going to come home today to make dinner. and she quickly changed her facial expression. she would have your brain, the intelligence, common sense, and musical talents and added with mine, to care for others, and to read books, her atheletic skills would come from u more than me. and she shares our height. her eyes would be as big andlashes as long as urs and her eye color would be light brown like mine. soft long black hair would flow from her head. she will have to wear glasses due to our poor eyesight when we were young. once u two got home, she quickly does her homework, only asking u for help when she really really needs to. and i come home with grocery shopping and she would call my name and run to me and hug my legs and seem like she would never let me go. u help me with the bags and we cook together and test wat we were making. u would always say a little bit more of this and that. id say its fine while she watches some tv. she would often glance back from the couch to see wat we were up to. and she would giggle because she knows that she had the best parents in the world. i would stir the pot for making soup and u would hug my waist and compliments me. and then when it was ur turn to not shut up, i would drink a glass of wine and kiss u till u do. then we set up the dinner table and talk abt our day. we would eat enough food to fill our mouths and always be able to talk and laugh. never a day of silence. but when we chat it wouldnt be too loud or too soft. feeling like the world would be between us three. she would go on and on about her day. her friends told her a joke, she learned something new in her science course and asks me whether its true. she would just happen to tell her dramas to us because that was a trait that she acquiered from me. and then u talked about ur day and u made her laugh and giggle more. she was such a happy child. something that my mother would say to me. never a day has passed that she goes without smiling. i would talk about my day and shed ask me to go hang out with her friends to the movies. and i would be an overprotective mother but still let her go under a few conditions. she would have friends the way i had friends. her friends would be some of aunt christinas or uncle olivers. me and u would laugh because its been a long time and weve dreamt about this very situation. we got a black house, not completely black but beige and black with a high ceiling because i wanted a chandelier. we would have a huge house, and a huge yard. as she grows older, she would want a pet dog and cat and wed get her both. u taught her a few japanese names that could be used to name a cat and a dog. she would come to me when she have girl problems or boy drama, knowing my history of being a psychologist but not really one. some days we would walk by the beach and u and i will hold hands and she would run around until sunset. even though u hated the beach we would still go because she loved it. we would go get really great seafood, and eat. u would remind me my fear of not eating shrimp and crab and i would know already and shove food into ur mouth to shut u up again. we would laugh. many times, u would update ur beautiful camera and take pictures of me and her and i do the same to u. capturing memories and leaving them into an album. we would look back one day. during the winter, we would go spend a few days at a cabin in the woods that we own. we would go make snow mans and go skiing. we would teach her how to ice skate and ski. u taught her some kendo uve learned and i taught her some taekwondo. u with ur dance moves and me with my cello. we let her decide on a few extra curricular and then we made sure she had a basic knowledge of mandarin and let her take another language the world uses. she would be the brightest little girl. A happy home and family, just like u always needed to experience. i love you and i will love her forever.