Posted by Anonymous on 2015/06/01 under Uncategorized I can’t seem to enjoy life as much as I used to. Every day feels like nothing with no step forward what so ever. I always wanted to enjoy life by just doing the stuff I want, but I can’t enjoy anything I want anymore. I joined a metal band last year in 2014 and I’m still playing with them. I even wrote my first song for the band but now I can’t hardly play guitar anymore or write anything and I feel like I just don’t have energy anymore. Hardly ever talk to friends and when I do I just can’t think of anything to say and usually when I messaage people there’s a 16% chance they will respond. I’m not even attractive or confident enough to find a girlfriend so I’m not stuck at home all the time. Most of the time I just live in my shell which is my room until it’s time to go to work and then the day is over. I feel like a ghost around everyone I know and I still am trying to find what makes me happy. If I can contribute something to music, I think I could die happily. Right now I just don’t have the will or strength to care about anything. As I type this, I’m just laying in my bed, just rotting and hoping for the day to end. What is wrong with me?