Posted by Anonymous on 2015/04/16 under Uncategorized Do you know what the hidden truth is? The truth that every other person knows, except for you. Actually, you somewhat do have an idea, but you just need someone to confirm it for you. The hidden truth is, “YOU ARE WORTHLESS”. For once, I would actually love it if people would stop lying to me. I want people to scream it out loud. Yeah! I won’t be hurt. In fact, I would feel happy to be told the truth. I want my parents, my best friend(s), my grandparents, my friends, the people who surround me, EVERYONE, who always acts as if they want to protect me, to just please, shout it in my face. “YOU ARE WORTHLESS!” I want everyone to stop telling me that it will be okay. I want people to actually f***ing tell me that I did a bad job. That I did my worst at life. That I could have done better. For once, I want to walk a lonely road with no one to ask me what the matter is. I want to shout out my problems till my body reaches oblivion. I want to walk that lonely road with rain pouring on me, so that my tears are mistaken for rain drops. I want to walk that road with darkness all around me. I want to break things all around me. I want to punch the wall in my room so many times that that specific place turns red with the blood from my knuckles. I want to keep crying and crying because crying lightens the heart. I really do. There’s no shame in crying when you’re alone, trust me. I want to jump off a tall building, feel the pain of dying, but I don’t want to die. I want to feel that fear and pain all over again. That is what I deserve. I don’t know, man. Al of this is just what I’m thinking right now.