Posted by Anonymous on 2015/04/14 under Uncategorized I’m in love with my best friend….
She’s a girl and I’m a girl…
Yeah…
She used to love me, but back then I rejected her because I was scared…
I’m still scared.
But I know that I love her.
I also know that it’s almost too late.
She’s forgotten of me, but I can’t take my mind off of her.
She lives far away, but we text sometimes.
I miss her so much and it hurts to know she’s not next beside me.
I wish I would of known sooner.
For Lauren, I love you more than you will ever know. You are my everything. You are what keeps me going. You lift my head up. You lead me in the right direction. You keep me from crying. You took care of me even when I didn’t care for you or myself. You knew I was in pain. You saved me, and it hurts to know you’re so far away. That you have another girl under your wing. I should of taken the chance while I had it. Now I’m crying. Don’t you see what you do to me? I’ve sacrificed a lot for you. I want you. I need you. Please come back…. Without you I know that the sun will not shine on me anymore. I’m sickly pale and refuse to eat. I refuse to leave this house without knowing you’re here. I don’t want to go anywhere without you, even if you’ve left me. I want to see you again and know that you’re there. I want to tell you how beautiful you are. I want you to know that everything about you is the closest that perfection can get, and that love isn’t a choice and I’m sorry I didn’t realize that sooner. I’m sorry. I love you. You won’t read this, for you have more important things to do with your life now. Please just be happy, with or without me, I’ll always love and support you. Goodbye
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you have to tell her, please, this post made me cry and I cry at nothing. Please just tell her or just tell her to read this it will be easier