Posted by Anonymous on 2015/04/14 under Uncategorized I’m just kind of wondering what the point is. No matter how hard I try it’s still not good enough. I mean I can’t pass my math 100 class. Basic, first college math. I’ve tried taking it 3 different times. And this semester I literally gave it my all. I went to tutoring after class everyday, I studied at home, did the practice test, about the only thing i didnt do was eat my math book. But I still found a passing grade just outside my grasp. I banged math formulas into my brain everyday but when it came down to it, whenever my teacher handed us that blank test…everything just disappeared. I ended up making a 33 out of 100 on my midterm. And the teacher was so nice that he even let me try to re-take it. I studied as hard as I could and I made a 55. I ended up having to drop the class… again. No matter what I do I cant, I cant. And im not trying to be overdramatic, like, “Oh, im going to die if I dont pass” but I dont want to be stuck at a job I hate for the rest of my life. I want to be a graphic designer. But I cant if I cant pass college. I dont have a plan B, im living with my parents right now, my paycheck is only $150 every two weeks, thats not enough to get an apartment or supply me through college if fasfa drops me. I, I just dont kow what to do.
I just cant seem to pass.
They say just give it your best and thats good enough, but what happens when your best ISNT good enough. I’m not sure what to do. Third times a charm, right? well the next time I take the class I HAVE to pass or else FASFA drops me. And I cant afford that.
I’m just such a failure.