Posted by Anonymous on 2015/03/02 under Uncategorized I have friends to talk and to hang out with. I thought I have one but these days I’m kinda feeling I was wrong. I lost one of the person I looked up to about few weeks ago. I still cannot fully accept that I can’t be with her anymore. I’m so down right now and crying every night. I thought somebody will be there for me. But no one is around me. The people I thought will be there during my difficulties are not here and the painful part is that my best friend is not here. She didn’t even recognize ….. Thanks! like f*** you! Because of this hard situation I realized … I realized I didn’t have “true” friends. Friends that I can trust and tell how about my feelings. Moreover, I didn’t realized I changed myself just to be with those bulls***. Finally! Finally I realized! Seriously, f*** them all!!!!!
why bother anymore, people (friends) in the end are selfish.
This is why all throughout all these years, my friends never went pass 4 person. 1 out of that which is now my husband.
There were gatherings and friends of friends would come. There’s always some that come, meets you for the first time and declares you’re friends. Well, its harsh but the truth is. If I don’t say we’re friends, we’re not. Even if you declare it to my face that we are, we’re not.
Too bad, but its just not realistic to have the kind of friends like they show on tv. The ones that would die for you and have your back no matter what.
Heck, my own husband laughs at me if I fall.
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