Posted by Anonymous on 2014/10/01 under Uncategorized I hate this man so much I want to slap him and yell at him… I gave him my love and wanted to give him all of myself for the rest of my life but he f***ing blew it up by being a coward, a selfish person unable to love, unable to give a f*** about me! It’s been barely 6 months but I still hurt. I’ve been trying my damn best to move on… but it’s not easy. I hate him because I fell in love with him,a worthless human being. I’ve been on the process of healing and loving myself, but why does this pain won’t go away?! I’m so mad at myself, at everything. I want to go back in time and avoid making stupid mistakes. I’m in a relationship but I’m not even happy even if I’m with the most amazing man ever. I’m just ok. In the inside though I’m crying and screaming and it infuriates me that I can’t feel better!! To this man I hate and love, if you ever read this… I HATE YOU! You are such a selfish person unable to care about anyone but yourself! You are a two faced! You had someone that loved you and cared about you and you broke her and turned her into something she hates. Now what? Do you feel good about yourself?! No, you won’t ever feel like this with anyone else, because what we had was truly special. I hope you are regretting it. I wish I had never met you… I hate you Josan. With love and hate,
Ashamed woman who’s still working on herself as a human being