Posted by Anonymous on 2014/07/06 under Uncategorized So i’m sitting down on a couch some place that once was home to me..
I realize how all the furniture are the same. The chandelier still a bit dull and dirty..
Everything is still exactly the same. Everything except the life in it. The living in the dead. That’s what’s missing. That empty round table where I once used to have breakfast. That empty car seat where once I didn’t have to go to school alone. Sitting down tonight makes me realize how everything in my life has changed so much. By everything i mean EVERYTHING.Being in a place like this makes my visions of all the good ol memories so much more clearer and harder to move on from. Is this what life had me waiting for? Running away from happy memories so i don’t have to repeatedly realize how messed I am right now?
I know exactly how you feel.