Posted by Anonymous on 2014/05/12 under Uncategorized During the day I feel totaly fine. I’m not super happy but I’m ok. But when I go to bed and I’m alone with my thoughts I feel super sad and cry. I hate this feeling of worthlessness and emptiness. I want to talk about it with those I love but it’s so hard I don’t kno what to do. I just cry myself to sleep.
I do this too, it’s hard.i think love is my one escape from my crazy life. At night I feel so alone. I have my thoughts wondering around in my head. The girl I love, the friends I have, the family I have, they all feel so distant. I tell myself to go to sleep or you’ll never sleep. I would love to be held. So lonely yet I’m surrounded by people. It’s crazy.