Why can’t i just get up and do the things that i should? My state of mind keeps me lazy and sedated. I mean it is the chance of my life right there infront of me and i can’t make a move for it, everyone is helping me, and i can’t help myself. They say that i will regret it, and most probably i will. I don’t want that. Regret is one of the worst feelings it’s so hideous. I am afraid of it, and on the other hand i just want to relax and escape the stress of trying. I do but I’m late and slow and like 100 steps behind. What kind of a woss am i?
If you keep thinking about the stress and negative things, you will never find the strength and will power to do the thing. My tip for you in this situation: Think of the glorious victory. Use it as the motivation to ignite your will power. For example, no one would want to suffer though writing a proposal for a bid. But what keeps one going is the prospect of getting the fund. Equally, no one would want to bother cooking breakfast. It’s a messy job. But one does it for the glorious results of tasty food and happy stomach. So, please envision yourself with the happy outcomes and propel yourself forward with that. Take care.