Posted by Anonymous on 2014/05/11 under Uncategorized Well lately everyone, I mean everyone have been ignoring me but i am used to it. With being use to it I feel like falling into pieces and crying but trying to sort this out. I don’t know what I have done wrong to anyone i try and be nice, show everyone a happy more positive side of me. I try so hard and each time I get knocked down, pushed back. With a friend leaving recently it seems like grief but thinking about it I have no idea. A friend has spoke about me behind me alot, saying I hate her or that I shout at her. But that is not me, I wouldn’t do that at anyone, sadly all my other friends believe her. Great!! I wish I could start fresh but i don’t I would like to think that there is someone out their to talk to but then again no. What would they say, what would happen. I think I am a nice person but getting it stuffed in my face with hate and lies, makes everything worse. Meeting up after school, weekends and just talking about me. Also saying if I could leave her alone for the day then going on saying I was being annoying and ignoring her. I am a mess, I really want/need help, I feel though no one is out there. God whats going to happen now, in the future. It could only get worse.