Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/14 under Uncategorized I always lived the way I always wanted, but as time passes it seems harder and harder to do exactly what i want. I guess thats life. I strived to help those less fortunate… To help those I loved and cared, and made a difference in my life no matter how big or small. I was used. Made of a toy, and thrown away when i became useless to them. I know stand in front of hell’s gate. Debating whether my life holds any importance. What have i lived for? What am i? I nearly took my life today. I wish i could find him again. I am so lost that i cant find comfort within myself. I am not strong enough to live blind… Someone please save me. I can’t live in the darkness forever.
They are the people i am willing to throw myself at to save, but as time passes i feel like a fool that i’ve lived this way.
They all abandoned me and walked towards their dreams. I can’t be mad at them for it. I am glad i could help.
Questions i wished my friends that i helped so much could help me discover the answer.
The only thing that saved me was a written letter from a friend that saw who i was.
I just wanted a friend.