Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/13 under Uncategorized I’m currently a freshman in a community college. A year ago, my life was totally different. I had millions of ambitions and I decided that I will make my dream come true my attending one of the best and toughest universities in town. However, because of my anxiety, I was too scared to chase my dreams. I decided to settle for one of the easiest colleges in town that is known for its lazy students, although I’m a very hard-working and determined student. Now, not a day passes without me crying. It had been 7 months and I still can’t convince myself to like the college that I’m attending, but due to my anxiety, I’m too scared to leave and start over in a new university. Today, I was going though my old files and deleting the essays I have written in my senior year of high school. I couldn’t hold myself back from crying because I remember how much love and happiness I felt while attending high school and writing those essays. I just wish I could reverse time and get rid of my anxiety. A year ago, I was the happiest and most ambitious person on earth. Today, I’m lost…I’m not even sure how I’m still alive.