Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/11 under Uncategorized I tend to rely on others for my happiness. guys mostly. this one guy.. he’s my best friend. been there for me for years. though everything. ive always liked him. and he knows that. hes just being careful. making sure hes making the right choice about the girl he chooses to date. I understand and respect that because im the same way. but im to the point of liking him where I cant open myself up to other guys because of how strongly i feel towards him. he told me that if we dated and ever broke up, things would never be the same between us if we chose to stay friends. I know this. but I feel too strongly about him. I always try and make plans with him. things always fall through on his end. at the beginning of last week i talked to him about kicking it. two days ago what does he do? hangs out with his friends and gets drunk. and who was there? this girl whos close to him as well. he invited her and her friends to his friends house. not me. he asked me if i was mad at him. no. im not, i told him. which im not. im annoyed. because i keep waiting for something to happen that i know deep down is never going to. so i might as well give up now while im ahead. i tried Chris. im tired of waiting.