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Posted by on 2014/02/10 under Uncategorized

My family has labeled me as “the stupid one who can’t ever succeed in school, the one who lies, the one who plays women, that kid who will never go far. And I can’t ever get rid of those labels, all they look for are the things that back them up, or reinforce them. Not the things that break them down. I have a lot of friends for the most part, and I’m not hated at school. But I just don’t talk to people much. I’m only close to about 3 people. I really wish I could just move away, live in a different family. A family that made me feel like I COULD overcome these obstacles in my life. A family that supported me, let me have freedom, and let me do the things I like to do without interruptions. My parents give me no privacy, they’re always around. Yet I feel so alone. I have no one to go to. No where to hide. There have been times where I was driven to running away… sometimes even suicidal thoughts and actions. Recently I’ve developed a more enclosed attitude from my parents and friends. I’m locking myself in. I can’t take this anymore. Everything is starting to piss me off more and more. Please, please help me.

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