Posted by Anonymous on 2014/02/09 under Uncategorized i live in England in a northern town. last night I went to a nightclub I never felt so lost and lonely and board in my life…then me and my friends went to another nightclub , same again. the place were I live is so small I never seem to meet like -minded people (even though I love my friends) were not into the same things…why is it I feel most alone in a room full of people. I rang my sister crying , trust me im not an emotional person, im going to pretend I was drunk when I see her even though I had only had two drinks and was more sober than i’d of liked to of been. I don’t want people to know I hurt and feel I don’t want the sympathetic eyes. but my body aches and im fed up of waking up and feeling s*** im out of touch im hurting its killing my insides … f*** this
I used to go out to clubs and felt the same way so I just stopped going to clubs, used to get drunk and just not be able to take those crowded yet empty rooms. ditched my ride a couple of time and just walked home a couple of miles t get my head straight. think I can relate a bit and this was in Mexico
I felt like this a lot recently. get social anxiety. and im in melbourne