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Posted by on 2013/08/04 under Uncategorized

So back in may we decided to go on a tubing trip that would be on august 4th. he got a new girlfriend back in june and claimed that we would still be doing go on the things we planned to do. i called him thursday to see if we were still on for sunday and he clearly forgot. then said he would get back with me on friday to let me know. i never heard from him. my bff said she would go with me, but i know she hates doing solo girl things sometimes and thats the feeling i get about this. she mentioned that she hoped it wasn’t just a bunch of couples and i was really tempted to just say well we dont have to go. i can just chalk it up as another loss and waste of money or try and find/beg another person to go. im just feeling hurt about it all from different angles. i just wanted to do something fun and i should have been smart enough to just keep it as a girls tubing trip like id initially planned back in may before i went and opened my damn big mouth and told him about it. now i dont even really feel like going cause i dont want it to be boring/not fun for my bff. i should have just sold the damn things to him and told him to take his new girlfriend, but even THAT would have hurt too much i think, knowing that she got to do what i wanted to do with him. please God, can you let this be fun? please help me fix my emotions, attitude, feelings just everything about this….

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  1. Anonymous says:

    Don’t be the second option and have fun with your bff

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