Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/16 under Uncategorized I’ve been thinking why does everything suck? School sucks, my friends suck theyre not even good friends. I never leave the house, my depression gets worse by the years, my mom hates me and i hate her for hatinf=g me when i try to do everything, my dad doesnt care about the fights, and i do everything just to get by, BUT EVERYTHING SUCKS. If life had a meaning, it would be suckish, i just want a friend. My birthday wish was for me to find a friend, a true friend, someone i can cry to, adn be happy with and hang out all the time and have our funny oictures and inside jokes. The only thing that keeps me going is to live for my sister, because i cant abandon her with my awful careless parents. Life sucks and i want to punch my parents, and i want to believe but i lose faith all the time and i hate god for letting me think too much. im so lost and i feel that life has no purpose and i hide all my feelings inside but one day im going to explode. i dont know what to do anymore.