Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/15 under Uncategorized When i was in twenty i was desperate to have love and acceptance so i turn to prescription drugs i felt they help me be a person everyone wanted to be with. Five years ago i join alcoholic anonymous i made some large changes but also had my relapse. Today is my three day from a relapse trying to put my mind around knowing i will not have my daughter or grandchild in my life. The pain in trying to cope and go on with life is almost impossible i just keep praying for the strength. The last child that i have not heard from is my step daughter and my husband is with her right know. Trying to get through these hours till he get home and let me know is horrible. I have no idea how i will ever get through that. I am just trying to get through the night so i can contract rehab so i can begin tommorrow. It is so overwhelming to know u are no longer wanted. I will text about day four tommorrow as long as i get through the night