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Posted by on 2013/04/12 under Uncategorized

You walked into my life at the perfect time. I had given up on the idea that there were still nice guys out there, and here you come with gifts and sweet words and quite literally swept me off my feet. Here we are, a year and a half later, and I still love you SO much. We get along great and have fun all the time. We have a great little family with our puppy. But there are 2 things that SCARE. THE. S***. OUT. OF. ME.

First, you do not know how to communicate. I will talk to you about something, and you shut up completely. Not a single word. Remember that time we fought and I left? I called you to try to make it better somehow, and you sat in complete silence on your end of the phone. I can’t read your mind. How is it that we keep fighting over the fact that you cannot get your words out, and it is always my fault?? I am worried that your lack of dedication to our relationship means you are going to leave me, or force me to leave you.

Second, we have very little passion in our relationship. The sex is alright, but never mindblowing. There is no romance…at all… whatsoever. How can you never feel passion towards me? Does this mean you are not attracted to me? I am getting insecure over this. It is consuming me… wondering if you are just trying to find your way out. I am normally so sure of myself, but with you I never know what I am getting into.

I am about to give up on us. If you aren’t willing to help me make this relationship better, then what is the point? We go in circles when we fight, and you never quite see that it is all your fault. There is no way I can fix what you ruined.

Im tired. So tired. I don’t even know if you are worth it anymore.

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