Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/09 under Uncategorized Do you know what? I give up. I can’t do f*** all right. I’m such a huge fail of a person. I have no friends, I’m a loner ok. This is hard for me to say because I like keeping things to myself. I just can’t do this anymore. I’ve tried and tried to fit in, but somehow I always f*** up. I’m such a twat. I can’t help being so ugly and so imperfect. I know nobody is perfect, but to me, everyone is etter than me. I just don’t even see why I was born. I’m hated, I’m too insecure, I’m too shy, I’m ugly, I take medication for things I’ve had all my life. Nobody knows the real me, nobody wants to know the real me. Just when I think things are getting better, they get worse. I’m tired now. I can’t keep going on like this. I hate myself. I don’t even understand how others can stay in my company for so long. I’m a b****, I’m so sorry for being who I am. I’ve tried to fit in, I’ve tried so hard to actually have friends. However, I always fail. I guess I don’t know how to treat people as friends. Sometimes I wish I would die. It’s such a sad thing to say since some people would kill to be in my position. When I say this, I mean people suffering from conditions which will kill them. If I could, trust me, I’d swap places with you. I’d give anything to make someone else happy. I’m really sorry for being who I am, it probably would be better off if I could just go. I’m sorry that I’m not who you would like me to be. I’m so done with trying to fit in and to just have friends. I’m tired of crying all the time. I hide too many emotions, and I’m scared of telling people what I’m really feeling. I’m not like other people, I can’t take abuse and ignore it, pretend it didn’t hurt me. Honestly, one word makes me so upset. Nobody understands me, nobody wants to know me. I’ve always been a nobody. I’m going to stay a nobody. I want a way out, I can’t keep feeling like this. I’m upsetting the people I love, and it kills me. I’m a useless girl who doesn’t deserve to be here.
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No one is useless. You do have potential in life and you are still figuring out who you are and that is ok. No one is a failure either. How we react to those failures determines who we really are. Things always, always get better. And here is some amazing advice.. Don’t try to fit in. Be who you are, and people will be attracted to that much more. Just smile a lot, and be nice to everyone, But do not change yourself just to fit in with the it crowd. Things get better and these moments do not last forever .xx