Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/06 under Uncategorized I always feel like i’m nothing. But why? I have friends but.. I don’t talk to them out of school or even hang out with them.
Many of my ‘friends’ says i’m pretty but I know its not true but that’s not the point i’m writing this,the point is that I really need to write my feelings down.
The truth is… that I really don’t have friends.
I’m usually a loner. The only people I hang out with is my family. Don’t call me creepy or anything just that I don’t socialize anymore. Why? Because everything started from my old school. I been bullied just because I put myself out there.
I did what everybody wanted me to do. But it went worse than I have expected.
I had 4 great best friends that were super fun to hang out with. Til it got ruined.
Not sure how it began but all of us started to hate each other.After that mostly everybody from my grade level were bullying me luckily they did not abuse me or it would get serious.There was this one day when a girl wanted to fight me cause I was saying ‘s***’ about her. Which I wasn’t. And of course people gathered around us and were shouting fight. I was to busy yelling at them to shut up go home, we aren’t going to fight and my ‘friend’ didn’t even have my back. She just stood there listening. After that they started calling me a ‘pussy’ I really wanted to slap the s*** out of them but I know at least one would want to start a fight with me so I didn’t, so me and my ‘friend’ just walked home. Then they decided to follow us and they were still calling me that and throwing things to me. That was the worse day I have ever experience in that school. Luckily the days that past was just them saying things to me. And my mom didn’t know what to do anymore.She told the principal and office everything, but still nothing that’s what they did nothing.
So my mom had no choice, she took me out of that school. The funny thing is when me and my mom went to that school so my mom can complain about the situation to a lady that works there. The lady told my mom “To be honest, you should take her out of this school cause we can’t do anything.”
Which was stupid cause of course they can do something.
And I will never forget about that school, ever.
That school made me feel like I was a piece of s***, I didn’t want to live, whats the point when you know the next say it will get worse.
But it all changed when I moved.
I blocked them out of my life and online.
And I want to start all over again.