Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/15 under Uncategorized People tend to think i’m a b****. But that’s okay, I know i am. I know i’m not perfect, but my family, on the other hand thinks I care only about myself. I try not to be, it’s jut how much can you bear with your sister always calling you a c***, b****, doesn’t love me, always reminds me that she hates me, and, I truly think she trys her best to ignore me completely. But hey, she’s doing a good job at it. And that’s just my sister. My friend got me saying the word nigga (A LOT) so now every time I say it, she reminds me what a dirt bag I am. I hate that the most. My dad just doesn’t know how to be. He can’t talk about anything serious. It’s always fun in games. But then when he finally gets sick of something he’s been keeping inside, he just losses it. My best friend Mercedez knows everything about me, she loves me the death, but when my sister comes around its like im not even there. My sister and Mercedez are the pieces put together, but me, i’m just another lost piece on the floor some vacumes up. Then when I loss my mind im a no good , ,dirty, ugly, b**** that no one wants to be around. I tend to call Mercedez my best friend when really Summer is. She’s the only one thats gets me, won’t be my partner in crime unless its a LEGAL crime. She’s the only one I can really talk to. At school i’m a totally different person. Im all happy go lucky. I hate it, I wish people knew my for me, but I guess I wouldn’t have any friends if everyone did. And now Mercedez is my sisters helper to make me feel like s***. And she does an even better job at it. Then Sienna (my sister) acts like nothing ever happened while were at school. When I wake up in the morning i’m not in a good mood, like a lot of people, but nooo when I don’t want to talk im once again that no good, dirty, ugly, b****, that no one wants to be around. I guess this is the best way to open up when you have no body. I hope it helps.