What do I do? Now that you’re gone. Now that you’ve been gone for a very long time? Do I move on? Or how do I move on? I miss you and I miss having you by my side, always, I know I’m selfish and a whiny little b****. But I love you and I don’t care about anything else. I miss you and I miss your hair, your face, your ugly hands, and I miss your touch. I miss you touching me, not in a sexual way but just a small accidental touch. I miss you and only you, and I can’t seem to make this feeling go away, I want you. I wish we would’ve never broken up, but a part of me is kinda glad. I really hate you and I really don’t want to see you ever again.. but I love you and I miss you. I miss the old you at least. Not this new person. I hate you.