Posted by Anonymous on 2012/12/03 under Uncategorized You see, this started a while ago. And even than you had me the way you do now. You consume my thoughts more than you should; more than you know. I’m not sure what you call this. What we are. What it will become. Or even if you see everything in the same light. I want to say so much and do so many things, but I’m unaware how you may react. Even view me afterwards. I can talk or text you all day, but then when it comes down to us being side by side; I lose my adulthood, my strength. My stomach drops to my knees, my heart beats out of my chest, and my temperature rises. Turning my face fifty shades of red, I just find myself dazed…
After you leave, I’m regretful. I feel dumb, weak. Yet, I tell myself I want more. “More what?” you may ask. That may be a question this girl can’t answer. I could say the feelings you give me. The peace of mind; like my thoughts are erased. Why? Because I’m excited? Dumbfounded? Unsure of what’s right and wrong? I couldn’t tell you. I do know my body lusts for more. My thoughts run rapid all day. Then, they ease when I’m within the same vicinity as you. Concentrating purely on the feelings I am then exposed to. Forgetting the rest of the world, troubles. Cold shoulders and rejections. Just you and I; and how you make me feel.