Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/12 under Uncategorized I’m 13f and I know it’s might be too early to worry about this but I know what schools preparing me for and that is the real world and finding a job and I don’t know what I wanna do with my life or what I can do with it.
I want to be happy in life and live with money to sustain a normal happy life but that’s not just guaranteed, there’s college if you can even get into a good one but then there’s the money it’s way to expensive and my parents can’t afford it but Idek what I want to study or do. Scared to death of going to high school but more scared of what comes next. I just really don’t know where I’m headed and there’s not much we can to really take control of life and do what you want there’s always gonna be obstacles in the way and I’m way too scared to face them I just don’t know. I can even walk into a classroom whithout looking down at the ground or do a presentation whithout crying. I’m smart but I’m not that smart and I have zero talent. Scared of growing up and what’s to come I just need some advice or something I’m too shy to ask up front for anything I don’t even raise my hand in class because of my shyness and I hate that I do that I feel like that’s only going to get worse and it’s gonna tear me apart slowly. It’s not like I’m a loner I have friends but I don’t really feel like I can tell them anything. I live a good life too but I don’t always feel like I deserved it I’m adopted and know my life would’ve been worse if I wasn’t. I guess I really just need advice or reassurance…