The must be one of the hardest years of my life. The struggle of trying to go to school, and trying to make money, while working a s***ty job. Trying to balance a social life and a relationship; meanwhile I’m trying to figure who I am and what I want to do in life. I feel like everyone I talk to doesn’t stress anything of what I just mentioned. I feel like everyone has it together and I’m not growing, I’m just staying the same.
In high school I thought I had it all figured out. “when I get out, I’m gonna have my car, get a job, and go to school” what a lovely picture that seemed like. Now I’m here and I have all of those things except that I suck at school and fail classes. I’m not sure what I like to do or what I’m interested in. All i know is that I HATE my s***ty job and I’m always stressed idk if I can even make it at a community college.
Meanwhile, life isn’t failing to f*** with all the other areas in my life . Like it just seems to easiest to end it all. I’ve lost all hope
Hi friend. I understand what you are going through. I hated high school. So much that I would cry every single morning. I could not handle the stress of anything and I felt so dumb all the time. One day I saw this little quote that said,”High School will end and your life will go on.” I know it is really simple.. but it is true. These years in your life are all about finding out who you are and what you like. I failed math and did not do too well. I thought it was end of the world. But now I am an editor for a huge fashion magazine in New York City. You just have to find that one thing you love and want to do well in.. and work your ass for it! You will not have to deal with this stress forever I promise. Things do get better. I pinkie promise 🙂
I’m really stress with my life right now as well. I just started high school. I thought everything was going to be so fun. but, everything is so difficult. I’ve lost my best friend, I lost my friends since we’re not in the same classes anymore we barely talk. I’m failing a class and I don’t know what to do in the future. I’m stuck. but, I try not to give up. I read quotes that are inspiring or learn from others. I think I’m more settled now. life do get better. although, I know I have a lot to deal with for the next 3 years. I believe in myself and i think i will make it.