My dad is a freaking idiot. I hate him he says the most hurtful words and at this point it gets me more angry than hurt. I just wanna see him suffer and i want to see him hurt. BUT IT NEVER FREAKING HAPPENS. He’s an ass and says whatever he wants to EVERYBODY but nothing EVER happens to him! I don’t freaking get it, why doesn’t anything bad happen to him, HE IS NOT A GOOD PERSON!!! It’s not fair, LIFE is not fair, the good people pay for the bad things the bad people do! I don’t even care what happens to him i just want him out of my life, i will do everything and anything to get him out of my life.
I used to feel the same way about my dad, until he died in a car wreck. I used to hate him, and every single word he said. He was mean and did not care, and I felt like he loved more people than me. But on the day of February 6th, 2010, when my mother called me to tell me that someone had hit my dad’s car, my heart broke in pieces. I remember just bursting out crying in the middle of english class, and I had to leave. I wondered whether or not he would be ok. I never got to see him again though. He was dead. And I never even got to say I loved him. And that still haunts me daily. So, maybe you do not like the things your dad does. But please never say that you “want to see him hurt” because that makes my stomach upset. I would give anything for one more day with my dad. Please understand. .xx