Alone..
It’s 2:30 am… technically it’s not Valentine’s Day anymore, but for me it still feels like it. Someone very close and special to me died the other day, and I spent the whole day at her wake, bawling my eyes out. I get home to my boyfriend, and he had bought me roses and champaign [..more..]
parents arguing
My parents are splitting and they keep getting me involved in every single f***ing thing that happens between them and. I just can’t take it anymore. I just want to curl up into a tiny ball and cry myself to sleep every night and never wake up 🙁 I’ve even debated cutting myself but I [..more..]
God
Now i lay me down to sleep,promise the lord the side i keep.my angels guide me thruout the night,and wake me up in the morning light :)Dear god thank you for everything and my family.AMEN
Ending
It’s always hard after a long time to let someone go. It’s even harder to wake up one day and realize that you no longer feel the same towards them, harder still to realize you no longer love them. So you lead yourself to believe that the love is still there, only clouded over by [..more..]
23-10-11(23:05:30)
These are my goals for the future: – Stop trying to deprive myself of sleep. Go to sleep, now, to wake up nice and late tomorrow. No alarms this time. – Do something worthwhile. Start with what I need to get done, so I can enjoy the rest of the holday. – Not hurt myself. [..more..]