just check it
Here i sit on valentines day in a hotel room with a girl ive loved for 5 years but havent spoken since that time 5 years ago when we went to catalyst together, her name is sydney and she has been my golden angel since day one, among many loves she has been the one [..more..]
another valentine’s day
another valentine’s day without a date 🙁 f***, why does no one like me?
Alone..
It’s 2:30 am… technically it’s not Valentine’s Day anymore, but for me it still feels like it. Someone very close and special to me died the other day, and I spent the whole day at her wake, bawling my eyes out. I get home to my boyfriend, and he had bought me roses and champaign [..more..]
I hate Valentine’s Day
I hate it so much. I’ve never gotten a valentine from anyone and I am forever alone. No one at school remembered me today. All my friends “forgot” to give me anything and my crush told me he hated me. Thanks for reading my stupid ramblings. ~Sara
Love
It’s so rare to find a guy romantic- or am I just saying I want a romantic guy an my husband isn’t really it, I mean I’ve been with him for 3 years and the first valentines day he was deployed, the second valentines day I told him I don’t really want anything because of [..more..]
Annually Feeling Lonely
Roses are red, violets are blue; it’s Valentines again and I’m single. Does it rhyme? Nope. But it doesn’t change the fact that I still haven’t found a girl that lasts. I’m a great boyfriend. I’m attentive, sensitive and I’m just a naturally more fun and happier person when I’m in a relationship. I can [..more..]
Goodbye.
My boyfriend for four years just told me that he is moving to Texas next month. And I have never felt more heart broken. He said that just wants to move on with life, and does not want to do long distance because he feels that would be too rough. He is the first guy [..more..]
16-02-12(0:15:29)
So one of my goals of the new year was to get a boyfriend. Yesterday, Valentines Day, that goal was accomplished. Everything happen so quickly. We’ve texted a few times and never’ve gotten to hang out outside of school. I sent an anonymous flower to his class yesterday and eventually he figured out it was [..more..]
15-02-12(2:36:07)
I’m tired of everything.. I’m surrounded by bunch of people but I can still feel empty inside. A lot of people ask me what’s wrong, but no one seems to care. I’m tired of faking a smile everyday. I feel pressure and everything I I do doesn’t seem enough. Family, school, friends, crushes, these things [..more..]