Emotionally drained
– absolutely hate school – this whole year sucks ass – have way too many suicidal thoughts – family problems – no time to watch my endless list of shows – have an internet addiction and porn (but recently stopped) – no time to read my endless list of books – my phone’s brightness is [..more..]
misery wants company
as sad as it is to say…. let alone to admit it to myself…. the facts are getting harder and harder to deny. the un-denied truth is that i hate myself i have never been a negative person nor have i ever had suicidal thoughts although after letting my life spiral so far down in [..more..]
i hate this terrible world
i hate this horrible world and its completely f***ing unfair, some people are so happy while others are suffering from suicidal thoughts and pain, some are extremely rich while there are countless others starving and struggling to survive everyday, i hate this world, i hate how life is so f***ing unfair, and how some people [..more..]
suicidal thoughts arent leaving me!! – Rupesh
i waana die agar koi mar jaye tab bhi koi kisiko nhi puchta k tumhe help chiye to main karunga par marna mat! kya logo me itni bhi insaniyat nhi hai?par jab vo mar jata hai ya mar jati hai tab sabhi aisa bolte hain ohhh bura huaa salo pehele usko roka kyu nhi!!!!! kya [..more..]
Suicidal Thoughts.
I don’t know what to do. All I do all day is have suicidal thoughts. That’s all that is on my mind. I don’t know whether I should tell someone about it. I’m scared everyone will turn against me. I hate my life so much, all I want to do is cry.
23-05-12(2:44:42)
My life sucks in every area. I have no real friends at the moment, my family pretty much hates me. I hate my college. The girl i loved most in my life is gone. I have no one left and i feel so alone. I don’t know what to do. I keep having suicidal thoughts [..more..]