I’m a mess
I’m a mess. A big crappy mess. I don’t know what to with life or where i’m going. Worst part? I ignore it..
The feelings inside me.
Oh yes, I’m fine. I’m happy, everything is perfect right now, except no one knows how torn I am inside.. It’s not that I’m not fine,. I’m happy, but there’s that one little part of me, where I just want to cry and runaway for ever. I just want him to be happy.
getting back to normal
For once life actually seems to be getting back to normal. I know that there will probably be some more but hey, that’s life.. School so far has been amazing! I’ve made great friends and have good teachers. I can’t wait to see what all is going to happen to me throughout high school. Part [..more..]
I hate my life.
Freaking depression, freaking everything. I can f*** everything up just by being alive. And the worst part is, nobody cares. Not even my closest ones. What the f***!? Bury yourselves, b****es.
07-04-12(1:12:31)
it’s ridiculous how crazy I am for this person who live 9000 miles away from me. it just hurts to think about giving up on her and knowing that I will never get a chance to be with her. however, a small part of me tells me that I still have a small chance to [..more..]
27-03-12(21:20:42)
I thought I could never fall in love again and I let you go to not hurt you. But now I know I loved you with all my heart and I’ve got you under my skin. If some day you read this, please come back and rescue me from myself. I don’t know what to [..more..]
17-12-11(21:56:56)
When we feel like everything is hopeless we see the part of ourselves we don’t want to be. A person who is willing to give up. -DeviaAnimus
I don’t want to break up… why can’t you just stay with me when I leave… a part of me wants to just end it now so it doesn’t hurt so bad when I do leave…
You’re just such a f***ing hurting, two faced, lying b****. And the worst part of all is you’re my best friend. And I’m f***ing tired of it like..FML and FMBFL