08-05-12(6:55:18)

Why can’t you love me the way I love you . I would give anything for us to be more than just friends ,but you will never look at me in such a way. We play around all the time but when we play I’m really not I’m wanting it to be real. Though I [..more..]

02-04-12(6:37:31)

Lately, I’ve been starting to realize that I don’t know who I truly am. I have feelings and motivation hidden inside of me that I cannot break through. I know deep inside me, my would-be self is urging to be released, I just can’t seem to find it. I don’t know what I’m looking for, [..more..]

I feel mixed. I love you and you don’t even know it! We’ve been talking now for three years! and even though our relationship has always been more physical… I wish that you would see me for me and not my body. We haven’t had sex yet, and I can’t wait! Hopefully things will change [..more..]