A Muse…?
Why must I find everything in life so trivial now? I have become an apathetic existence that finds satisfaction through conservatism and radicals. I want to experience something other than a dull buzz resulting from an anomaly in society, which is not difficult to be exposed to. I miss the shivers that swam across my [..more..]
29-03-12(20:23:12)
Gaaa, I kinda hate myself really. I can’t keep my head straight, I can’t think clear, I can’t do anything right. I’m just waiting for the day you’ll never talk to me again. I’m waiting to be abandoned by some other jerk again. Go ahead, tell me I’m ugly, stupid, imperfect. You can clearly doubt [..more..]
23-07-11(20:04:45)
I am sad perhaps depressed,I have been so alone for way to long. I want to run and cry but feel that its a waste of time, as am I. I never found love and now its to late. I went past that period in ones life where your to young to die, but to [..more..]
i need to find a place within my self or this world where…
i need to find a place within my self or this world where i can be at peace with my existence. i have seen lives of the: rich, poor, alone, afraid, impossibly complex people from all around. i have felt enough of the terror , joy, obsession, love, and death. after all i have been, [..more..]