I sit alone in this candle lit room
Laying awake I feel unable to move
Unable to breathe, unable to speak
Trying to find a thought to think…
Hearing nothing around me, not a single tone
I’m losing this war I created alone
I thought this was helping to rid me of pain
The sacrifices I made proved in vain…
So here I am laying in a bed of my fluids
Losing a life that was already ruined
A needle, a lighter, a little brown bag
Is taking away everything I’ll ever have…
I slip far away into a sleep so sound
Feeling my life crashing to the ground
Never to be awoken, never to rise
And somehow at peace, with this twisted paradise…
wow I love this, it’s beautiful, absolutely speechless wow