Posted by ThatOneAsianYouKnow on 2015/03/21 under Uncategorized I feel more withdrawn. I’m not who I used to be. Before, I was more outgoing, active, energetic and confident. I still have those traits but they’ve dimmed. I’m more subtle, quiet, less outgoing and feel as if I don’t care. I don’t enjoy the things I used to love. Before I loved books, obsessed over them but now I can never finish a book or turn a page. I don’t care for things I was passionate about as much. I’ve withdrawn myself from my friends and family. I don’t attempt to interact with people as I did before. I hate the new me, I don’t want to be afraid of what others think of me. I don’t want to not voice my thoughts or opinions. I want to live life not stay in the same spot forever. I need to get out of my bubble. I need to try new things, experience everything firsthand, but I’m afraid. I’m afraid of many things, that I don’t have the guts to stand up and be who I want to be.